WTF?

Well, there really isn’t much you can say about this stupid ass video.  First off, I used to be a Iggy Azalea fan when she was underground. But of course as it usually happens when artist go mainstream, their music starts to get too commercialized.  Second, whoever the parents are of these kids can eat a bowl of dicks. At what point in time while standing there during the taping of the video did they start to think, “Im so proud my kid is in a video that’s basically soft porn”. Third, Iggy already had an ass on her so why the hell did she have to go get butt implants/injections?  Shit just doesn’t look natural.

I’m having writers block.  I have a million things going through my head right now and it seems like they all want to come out and can’t.  I’ts like having an hour glass filled with marbles.  For some strange reason a few poems that I wrote about 10 years ago popped into my head this morning.  I used to have a notebook that had all my writings, but it was lost when I moved.  One of my poems that I wrote was actually published in a poetry book…wish I could remember which one.  I do remember my mom not believing that they were my original work.  Can’t really blame her though, I mean I surprised myself sometimes with them.  Here are three from the top of my head.

1.

Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to be dead,

Total silence, total darkness, bugs crawling on your head.

Nothing to do day after day , but just lay there and feel your body decay.

Wondering if your soul will go to heaven or hell,

the way you’ve lived your life, you really can’t tell.

Then you breath a sigh of relief , and praise God that you are alive.

But to your surprise, you begin to realize,

there is total silence, total darkness…

and something is crawling in your ear!

2.

The little child is awaken by the monster at night,

tears roll down the child’s face from the fright.

The monster tells the child “you will not get hurt,now close your eyes”,

but the little child knows that monsters tell lies.

The big men monster touches the child,

the big mean monster does this for awhile.

The big mean monster gets up to leave the room, looking all happy.

As the little child says “goodnight daddy”.

3.

Death comes and goes, when will it be your time? Only God knows.

Don’t morn over your loved one who has passed away,

you’ll be able to see them again someday.

So dry those tears from your eyes,

say “i’ll see you soon”, not “goodbye.

Because death come and goes, when will it be your time? Only God knows.

Let’s get one thing straight, I never claimed to be Dr. Seuss or Stephen King when it comes to writing.  I like reading poetry because it’s a play on words.  Something else that came to mind for some strange reason is a short story by Ernest Hemingway called “Hills Like White Elephants”.  It doesn’t necessarily have a play with words, but makes you think and somewhat makes you build a relationship with Jig.

Alright, that’s all for now.

 

 

6/19/14

Today was not a bad day really.  Dad picked me up in his new ride and we went to lunch with my nieces.   I got a lead about a security guard position at the Rock Island Arsenal today and a friend of mines husband is one of the Sgt’s there.  Interview is next Friday and being that I have the Security Forces background, it should go okay.  So, back in the day…like 3 years ago I used to do this thing on Youtube called “Things on my Mind”.  It was basically a bitch and gripe session with me talking about issues that are going on not only in the US but around the world.  Well, instead of making a video, allow me to do a “Things on my Mind”, wordpress edition.

5- What’s the deal with your Guy Fawkes tattoo?10441200_10152483498189326_5506299916194298092_n  The mask actually has a few meaning to it.  It originally gained its popularity in V for Vendetta, but then became symbolic for different types of protest.  I wanted the words “Ideas are bulletproof” tattooed under the face, but my tattooist said the letters would be too small and wouldn’t like good a few years from now.  “Ideas are bulletproof” basically means that no matter how much society or the government tries to silence you, they can never silence your ideas or thoughts.

4-What’s the deal with your “BeLIEve” tattoo? 10427232_10152483521824326_614265202046238193_n The image is actually a piece of artwork done by Derek Hess who is an awesome artist.  I put the beLIEve under it as symbolism.  The picture looks like Jesus on the cross (without the cross of course).  I was raised catholic and still am to this day, however I don’t practice it.  I don’t believe in the bible and I don’t believe you have to go to church or pay towards the church, in order for you to be forgiven or go to heaven.  The church says you need to believe in everything it preaches for you to be saved, and I think that’s a lie.  I don’t have to go to a building to talk to Jesus, I don’t have to give 10% of my check to the church to talk to Jesus, I don’t have to believe in a book that is used in today’s society as a “Go to heaven for Dummies” book.  I believe that women should get abortions, I believe that gays should be able to get married and have children.  I believe that priest should be able to get married.  I also don’t necessarily believe in hell.  I think that if one wants to get into heaven they need to do good and accomplish good during their time on Earth, if not, they get reincarnated.  So hell is you having to do all this over again, losing loved ones, being abused, winning the lottery, whatever, but you have to do good this time around or …you get to do it again.

3- Obama.  WTF?  I voted for President Obama twice.  I also voted for Bush and Clinton.  Obama is pissing me off something fierce.  First, Sgt. Bowe Bergdahl is freed after we hand over 5 terrorist.  Now I know the “we don’t negotiate with terrorist” thing is bullshit.  We’ve negotiated with all kinds of terrorist in the past.  Reagan did it during the Iran-Contra affair, so again it’s not new.  What pisses me off though is that we gave up 5 shitheads that have already vowed to fight against the United States again.  I don’t think Bergadahl is the poor little soldier that some are portraying.  Second and number 2….

2- Iraq.  Iraq get their shit together and now wants the US to come play babysitter again.  To fucking bad.  I would think different if the Iraq’s were behind us the entire time after we “liberated” them from Saddam, but when Iraq’s started to kill our troops, then screw you and your ugly camel.  Now, I’m not dumb, I know the US wasn’t always doing the right thing over there, but when you are doing your fifth deployment in as many years, you are bound to snap.  Our guys trained those men to fight for their country, and what happens?  These dumbass’s are abandaning thier post or are getting kidnapped then executed.  Shoot back you dumbshits.  Anyways back to Obama.  He stated that we would not send any troops back to Iraq.  However today, he states that he will be sending back 300 US military advisors.  WTF are these advisors going to tell the insurgents? “fightings bad emkay”  Come on man…

1-Fox News is a joke, but CNN isn’t far off with their bullshit breaking news every goddamn half hour.  Matter of fact, last night I was changing the channels when I came across CNN Breaking News Special Report, I was like aaah shit…you know what it was?  Fucking OJ SIMPSON car chase from 20 goddamn years ago.  Really CNN…really?  I just sat on my couch with a dumbfounded look on my face.  CNN, you really aren’t helping yourselves.